My wife and kids were up North this past weekend to attend my niece's First Communion. I am in the middle of final exams and so we knew from early on that I would be staying home.
The peace and quiet was nice. I have noticed, though, how much I rely upon others to define my roles in life. Without them around, even though I used my to-do lists to guide me I still felt rudder-less.
This happens during summer break at work as well. I follow my to-do list, my own little deity, but don't really feel alive until the school year begins anew.
I do wish that my personality were more self-sufficient.
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