Another Peaceful Sunday

I've been working on my laptop all day when I've not been cooking.  I can't remember when it wasn't thus, although I imagine it wasn't thus last summer.  The worst part of feeling as tired and overworked as I do is feeling that it has always been this way and that it will always be this way.  This is blatantly untrue, and yet the low-level certainty that I feel is hard to shake.  Maybe this is part of how fatigue distances you from reality.  I know that it has kept me depressed in a way that is very hard to shake.